Red Card Portrait Sketch 17/08/14
I’ve been meaning to post this for a while, and I would think it rude of me to tell you about the people in the other red card portraits, and not to tell you about the awesomeness that is John Green. So here we go.
For those of you who don’t know John Green is an author and a youtuber. He has written some amazing young adult novels including, ‘Looking for Alaska’, ‘An Abundance of Katherine’s’, ‘Paper Towns’, and ‘Will Grayson, Will Grayson’, a book he co-wrote with David Levithan. His last book ‘The Fault in Our Stars’ is a New York times bestseller, and was adapted into a film which was released earlier this year. And before anyone asks me, yes both the book and the movie made me cry. John Green is also one half of the vlogbrothers channel. A video blog which he co-created in 2007 with his younger brother Hank.
To be honest I haven’t really been watching the vlogbrothers videos for long. This time last year after coming home from university, I just happened to binge watch my way through their videos. By the end of 2013 not only did I know who John and Hank Green were, I had watch all the over 1000 vlogbrothers videos. I had also watch ‘Crash Course’, ‘Sci-Show’, ‘Hank Games’, ‘Brain Scoop’, and ‘The Lizzie Bennet Diaries’. I also had Hank Green’s albums on my iTunes and I got all 5 John Green books for my birthday. I hope it’s safe to say I am a Nerdfighter.
Link to Vlogbrothers Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/vlogbrothers?gl=GB&hl=en-GB
Link to Crash Course Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/crashcourse
Link to John Green’s Tumblr: http://fishingboatproceeds.tumblr.com/
My next post will be the last one talking about the John Green portrait. After that the next portrait is Nathan Fillion!
Middle School Misery
"Good morning Hank it’s Tuesday. So due to tornados, and broken airplanes, and a chain of events too complicated for my exhausted brain to unravel. I have visited airports nine times in the past one hundred hours, and I am very tired. And resonantly I unexpectedly found myself, alone, on a train, in New York, the city where Brotherhood 2.0 began for me. And also the city where earlier this year we played a sold out show at Carnegie Hall, a dependant clause that I will get tired of saying, when-never. So anyway, there I was on the train blinking a lot, because my eyes desperately wanted to be closed. And I kept thinking about this Tumblr message I had received earlier from a middle school student, whose currently attending the very same school I attended in Seventh Grade, and who has one of the same teachers that I had. The message read in part:
“Miss (Name Redacted) and I were talking, and she told me that you were a quiet, unique, and miserable boy in middle school. She also told me you were bullied because of your awesomeness.”
It didn’t feel like awesomeness at the time of course. At the time I was just miserable. I mean Hank you’ll note that this teacher didn’t say I was a good student, because I wasn’t. I wasn’t merely a nerd. I was, or at least I felt like I was, a stupid nerd. Which is like the worst kind of combo. I take that back, pizza combos are the worst kind of combo’s, they are an insult to pizza.
But anyway. I almost never think about middle school now Hank, but the message really forced me to remember it. And also I was on a train, which inherently makes you kind of nostalgic. So yeah, it was true that I was miserable, and that I was bullied. And in fact I would often fantasies about hurting my bullies, or holding a gun to their heads and making them apologize, making them feel as scared and powerless as I felt. But of course that isn’t the way forward.
I realize now that the people who bullied me were not evil. They were kids living with their own fear and pain. Some of whom were dealing with trauma and abuse that I could never of even imagined. Now that doesn’t justify their behaviour, but it does help me to understand, that it really wasn’t about me. Their treatment of me was not a reflection of my value of a human being. And while it was very difficult of me to feel anything but miserable in those days, in retrospect, I survived middle school because many people were in fact quite kind to me. My parents, teachers, fellow nerds, and even popular strangers who wouldn’t stand for bullying. We decide collectively what kind of behaviour is acceptable, and while ‘The Lord of the Flies’ would have you believe that like adolescence will always descend into mere cruelty. My experience of social orders has been much more complicated. I’ve found that sometimes, often even, kids are capable of tremendous kindness and generosity. In fact that’s been the hallmark of the nerdfighter community for more than seven years now, and I’m proud to be a nerdfighter, in part because I wish so much that I could of been one in seventh grade. There are always nerdfighter’s in our pants (link in the do billy do) who will listen to you if you also listen back, and that is truly awesome!
Right, so anyway Hank, there was this moment on stage at Carnegie Hall during the sound check, when Jon Darnielle of The Mountain Goats said into the mike “This is a message for sixteen year old me. Not only did you survive, you are playing piano at Carnegie Hall”. Now I’m not going to tell you like everyone who has a tough time as a kid ends up at Carnegie Hall, but the idea that those years have to be the best of your life is ridiculous. So to the young woman who wrote me. To myself stranded far from home, in an endless string of airports and train rides, I call up the great Robert Frost quote, “The only way out is through. You will get through. I will get through”. Hank, I’ll see you. Hopefully from Indianapolis, on Friday.”
19th November 2013
W.I.P: John Green
Usually I’d spend my time on the work in progress post talking about the challenges and difficulty’s that I found when tackling the portrait. However I’m going to be writing a long essay, on the goals of a portrait for my next post, and why that relates to this portrait in particular.
Don’t get me wrong this has been a difficult portrait to draw, and I’ve been stressed about making mistakes due to my work gaining more attention. Which inevitably has led me to make some mistakes. Also I’ve had too fight all my natural instincts as an artist, just so I can draw this image. More on that it my next blog post.
Anyway I wanted to spend sometime saying, thank you. Thank you to the just the astounding amount of people who liked, and reblogged my last portrait. I never thought I’d see one of my portraits get over a 1000 notes on tumblr. Thank you to all my old and new followers. Thanks to you I finally have over a 100 followers. And finally a big thank you to Grace Helbig and Hank Green for liking and showing people my work. You guys are awesome all awesome!
Speaking of awesome, next portrait is that of John Green. I am going on a little vacation tomorrow, to the Isle of White, to meet up with some friends I haven’t seen in a very long time. However I promise the final portrait will be up on Monday. And then after that Nathan Fillion.
Red Card Portrait Pen Sketch 04/08/14
For those of you who don’t know, Grace Helbig is a youtuber, comedian, and actress. Who I first saw, on the Fine Bros series ‘My Music’ as Idol. She has collaborated with many other youtube stars, and earlier this year appeared in the film ‘Camp Takota’ along side Hannah Hart and Mamrie Hart. Later this year she has her first book coming out, which I can’t wait to read. In the mean time check out her youtube channel and tumblr page in the link below.
Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/user/graciehinabox
Tumblr Page: http://gracehelbig.tumblr.com/
Next up John Green!
W.I.P: Grace Helbig
Unlike most portraits, this one hasn’t given me to hard of a time. I mean getting the expression just right was kind of difficult. The shadow on the nose was a little hard, and the hair has been a bit of a task. But nothing I haven’t handled before.
So this is a pretty short most. Which is good because I’m going to be going on a complex rant about the complexity’s of portraiture, when I get to uploading the John Green Sketch. Which is coming up after this finished portrait. So look forward to that.
Red Card Portrait Sketch 27/07/14
For those of you who don’t know, Christina Hendricks is an actress best known for playing Joan Harris in ‘Mad Men’. She has also appeared in a verity of TV shows and films, including ‘Firefly’ and ‘Drive’.
Don’t really have anything more to add. This is probably one of my shortest posts ever, seeing as I have nothing really to link too for you to check out. Go watch ‘Mad Men’.
Next up Grace Helbig!
W.I.P: Christina Hendricks
I have been trying my best to work on multiple sketches at a time, so I can update this blog on a more regular base. But this sketch just made that so difficult! There were two problems when it came to this sketch.
The first was that I had a couple of off days. You know those days when all your artistic skill seems to go out the window, and no matter what you do, or how you approach the image, just nothing seems to work. I haven’t had this much trouble with a sketch since tomska.
Secondly, unlike my Nerdcubed sketch, there are plenty of images of Christina Hendricks. The major problem I found, was although a lot of the images were good, some of them just didn’t look like her. Now I don’t mean that as an insult to the photographers of those images, or Christina Hendricks herself. I think the problem is, is that subconsciously I can’t look at her with out thinking of Joan from ‘Mad Men’, and I think there’s a certain look and expression that goes with that identity. Once again I hope I have solved both issues I was having.
Next up after that portrait is Grace Helbig.
Red Card Sketch 12/07/14
Nerdcubed (Daniel Hardcastle)
Hello Procrastinator’s! Today I finished my portrait sketch of Daniel Harcastle!
To those of you who don’t know Daniel Hardcatle is a youtuber, who mainly produce’s video game let’s play video’s, in which he talks about and generally reviews the game that he is playing. He’s really funny and usually uploads one video everyday check out his stuff in the links below:
Next up Christina Hendricks!
W.I.P: Nerdcubed (Daniel Hardcastle)
games. I like talking and thinking about video games as much as I like playing them. So it also shouldn’t surprise you to know I’m a fan of gaming commentators. The only problem in this case is, that due to the nature of their work there are very few images of the gaming commentators themselves. This was the challenge I had to face when drawing Nerdcubed’s Daniel Hardcastle. Usually I spend ages looking through tons of images just to find that one picture that would be perfect to draw. This time there was only a small pool from which to choose an image from. But I still think the picture that I chose to draw from is a good one.
The next portrait after that will be Christina Hendricks. I’m sure all my male followers are thrilled.
Red Card Sketch 07/07/14
Man this sketch was difficult! It was difficult to find the right image that I wanted to use. It was difficult to get started. It was difficult to get everything in the right place. All in all it was a difficult sketch. And didn’t I just love every minute of it. I like a challenge after all, and I’m happy with how the portrait came out. More happy about some aspects of the sketch then others, but that’s always going to be the way. Anyway enough about the sketch!
For those of you who don’t know Lindsay Elyse is a famous cosplayer and model. She’s dressed up as Sora from ’Kingdom Heart’s’ (which is who she is in this sketch). She’s also been Jecht from ‘Final Fantasy X’, Lara Croft from ’Tomb Raider’, Master Chief from ‘Halo’, and many more. I highly recommend going to see her work in the links below. As well as the photographer Adam Patrick Murray, who’s amazing photo this sketch is based off.
Adam Patrick Murray
Next Up Nerdcubbed!